Pardon for the mini-hiatus and for not seeing me hopping in your portal/s lately. This blog pauses to recollect the passing of a first cousin whom I grew up with in Pasig. She’s being mourned there, wept there, and shortly, be laid to rest. How grim and morbid the world is!,. I just had a gray post about her mother (my aunt +) not long ago, to which I even asked her to read the same.
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May the Eternal Grace & Peace be upon the soul of Lourdes "Undet" ,- my cousin who was once full of dreams, laughter and life in her healthy days . And to drown my ugly sorrow for not making it there, I wrote past this lameting poem in the mid of the night barely after seeing her face in my dream; in Tagalog (as she found me “alien” talking in English). Wherever she maybe, this is for her -
Kababata ko't Kaibigan
Kay aga mo kaming nilisan...
luha
Luha nga nami’y baunin,
Kailanman di lilimutin
Sa puso ka nakatanim ...
Sa puso ka nakatanim ...
ngiti
Kurot, sabunot nya’t pasakit
Bakit ngiti ganting palit?…
sigla
Bigla ko tuloy naalala,
Halakhak mong nagiisa
Dating ika’y masigla pa...
kanser
Halakhak mong nagiisa
Dating ika’y masigla pa...
kanser
Bago katawan ay anayin
Kanser ikaw ay lamunin
Naging kalansay sa paningin…
laban
Kanser ikaw ay lamunin
Naging kalansay sa paningin…
laban
Mata ko may’ di nasilip
Paghihirap mong sinapit
Sa laban mong anong lupit…
giting
Paghihirap mong sinapit
Sa laban mong anong lupit…
giting
Ako nama'y pinahanga
Sa giting mo raw na pinakita
Tinukod tuhod kahit mahina …
habilin
Sa giting mo raw na pinakita
Tinukod tuhod kahit mahina …
habilin
PAUMANHIN mahal na Pinsan,
Pagbalik sa abo'y di nasilayan
Huling Habilin mo’y hahawakan.
Pagbalik sa abo'y di nasilayan
Huling Habilin mo’y hahawakan.
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I hope the Single Mom would read this from somewhere else. And may the Lord Bless the little Children she left behind. (+)

27 comments:
Kaya ka pala di nagparamdam... Condolence sa iyo and to the bereaved family...
Ganda pala ng pagkakagawa mo ng poems... very emotional... Naks!
Based!
My sympathy is with you and her little ones... It's really sad when our loveones pass away. I felt the same when my mom died.. sight!
Anyways, Josh the poem is so beautiful very touching.. Your such a smart dude! share nman ng talentong pinoy dyan o..
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About my husband.. yeah he really loves me josh, imagine he sleep 12 midnight and wake up very early just to finish the report.. Awww haba ng hair....
condolence po sayo pareng AJ. lagi mo lang tandaan, pain is what makes us human. so don't feel bad if you feel extra pain, coz it only means that you are more human than anyone else :P
@xp: txs for the sympthy..nagiging poetic talaga ako pag hurt.
@honey: i understand how u could relate. it must be so hard for u, too.
@nightC: nice thoughts. your encouragement does help.
Condolence sayo and to her family. May she rest in peace and be with god. Ang ganda ng tula, nakaka-antig ng puso.
Solo
Travel and Living
Job Hunt Pinoy
nakikiramay ako pards...
napakaganda ng tula.
' readin' the poem made me feel the lost.. the pain and utter sorrow is so tangible, one could almost touch it..
- my sympathies to you and your family..
Oh oh..my condolences poging Aj.
Sobrang makabagbag damdamin naman tong tula mo...obvious na may malalim na pinaguhugotan...
Talagang ganyan ang buhay sa mundo.
AJ---hmmm---I dont get it. what's with the MRT? slow ko. hehe.
condolence AJ.
@solo/pareng ever/the last jedi/joy: salamat sa inyo, 4 being around, for the sympathy..
@pusang Gala: let me check on that, too
Bigla akong nalungkot. My condolences. Traidor talaga ang kanser. At least nakapagpahinga na siya. Napakasakit pero kelangan tanggapin. Kelangan ipagpatuloy mo ang iyong buhay.
Naks! smile naman jan para maibsan kaunti ang lungkot... yan o ngingiti... ngingiti na... ayan.... o wag sobra... ngiti lang... jijijijiji
Condolence bro..pasensya ka na..medyo late ang info ko..paumanhin aking kaibigan..
@pareng abou:/red/xp/ruel:
salamat sa inyo mga kaibigan..
:) this is for xp..
ang sakit naman. nakakaiyak ung poem na un.
by the way, pwde po ba taung mag link exchange?
http://mariancalago.blogspot.com
http://filipinojobisn.com
un po.. pwede?
pls let me know lang po if oklang sa inyo. thanks
Naalala ko na naman nung namatay si Daddy ko last March...
Well, until now, mahirap talagang magmove-on since alam natin na habangbuhay ito...
AJ, condolence... lalo na sa family niya...
Memory, not Death, is painful.
My condolences to you and your family for the loss of your dear cousin. May she rest in peace.
my condolences...
I'm sure she's happy now :)
May she rest in peace...
[Maganda ang tula, AJ.]
my condolences to you and your famly bro...
Ahahahaha at may special mention pa ako... jijijiji... yan... ngiti lang... tuloy ang buhay! jejejejeje
My deepest sympathy to you and your whole family. It is hard when a loved-one passes on and you were thousand miles away. But for sure your thoughts and prayers will do just fine.
That was a nice poem!
" condolence po...tc "
Hi Josh,
I'm sorry to hear about your loss. No pain is the same for it all wounds us in a certain way...
I just lost my dear grandma last month and I still feel torn about it. She also fought a good fight against cancer.
Losing someone you love is never easy and acceptance doesn't always come too soon...
That's why my prayers are with you and your family, as well as for the soul of your beloved cousin.
Take care my friend.
SALAMAT NG MARAMI SA INYO.
Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine!
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